As I was sitting there drawing, my mind started to wander.
Basically, I'm a piece of shit. Or rather, was a piece of shit.
This break from Deviantart has taught me a little lesson in humility. I got a chance to learn from my mistakes and realize how I've been going on about being here. First of all, 1000, 10000, 1000000, apologies to any of my behavior up until recent. I got REALLY smug, thought of myself as hot shit. Worst of all, I was really unkind to my art buddy
who's still gettin it to this day. I have YET to see this man falter, he's a drawing machine and I Commend him with his hard work, and encourage him that he keeps on drawing. I really hope you forgive me.
There was also a time where I became very aware that there were people only liking me because of my previous possession and swap related works. They didn't like my art in a general sense. That discouraged me and is why I started my hiatus. I didn't want to upload content that I liked doing because I was afraid you all wouldn't like it, thus causing burnout. In this moment I've learned to do what I like, upload what I want to, because it's what makes me happy.
I need to WORK WORK WORK! My art ain't getting any better and I need to put in the hours and the practice to get it better. Back when I first started, holy fuck I thought I was a god among men...until I looked back. HOLY PROPORTIONS BATMAN.
A HUGE HUGE shoutout to all my friends, fans, watchers, etc. I don't thank you enough, and you were the people who inspired to me keep drawing....ALBEIT stuff I was burned out on but I improved because of the requests.
Big Shoutouts to:
who has always been there outside of DA and watching me draw. Being my Greatest supporter, thanks to him being my only Patron :V
I dedicated a paragraph to you, of course I'm gonna shout you out.
Who's finally deciding to be relevant again.
A really strong supporter of me and damn it feels good doing requests for you.
The only person saving my discord Server. I'm aiming to do more to it to be interesting
Everyone else I missed, I'm sorry, it's 5 am and I'm sleepy.
Here's hoping the Return of Nashinitrix is a good one, I aim to be a better artist, person, and friend.
Got a Link to my Discord if you want to join in.
discord.gg/VmkdEGZHere's a link to my Patreon when the time comes you think I'm good enough to support.
www.patreon.com/nashinitrixGonna update request Rules from here for more incentive to become patrons, but also do requests here and there.